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With my partner-in-crime, Sye, at KTV for her b-day. She and Michz share the same b-day.

With the boss-lady, and good friend, Michz, at KTV for her b-day.

At KTV with John.

EXACTLY.

Holding grudges…

Holding grudges. Doesn't enhance your quality of life. Neither does it make you feel better about yourself, nor make you look good in the eyes of others. It mostly burns bridges, ruins relationships and friendships. Is it really worth all of that, especially over little things? One will just end up bitter, and alone. Forgive, reconcile, let go, and smile. You'll look and feel so much better anyway. ;) ;) ;)

What I don't understand is, some people hold grudges, not because they were hurt or offended, but because they didn't get their way. They would hold onto grudges for days on end, but what does it do? It doesn't prove their point at all. It just shows that they are selfish and immature. And they go on about their day looking and feeling miserable, when it's actually of their own doing. Too much pride. It's ridiculous, almost laughable. They alienate people around them, so who is the one that's miserable? It's not the people they're holding grudges against, that's for sure. Humility goes a long way. Says a lot about your strength of character if you're able to humble yourself, and ask for a simple apology, and make amends. People will admire you more for that. Sigh.

All around the world…

I get extremely envious of friends and family who get to travel the world. I wish I could do the same thing. I love to travel. I believe that I am a nomad at heart. I do not belong to one place at all. I would love to be a citizen of the world. One of my greatest dreams is to travel the world with my mom. Well, most of the world at least. Learn different cultures and their history. I have family in the UK. I would love to visit them. I also have friends in Australia. I would like to reunite with them one day. I’d like to visit Italy, France, Switzerland, Holland, Germany, pretty much all of Europe, and some parts of Asia, such as China (Hong Kong, Macau), South Korea, Japan, Thailand, and the list goes on and on. I would also love to do short-term missions work in any of these countries as well. My heart yearns to travel; it aches for it. I would like to take my first trip to Europe with my mom. I would like to see the world with her.  I pray for an opportunity, soon.

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I'm feeling very sad and vulnerable right now. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut.

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I believe that the stress that I’ve been experiencing these past few months have messed up my digestive system. I haven’t been eating well, don’t have much of an appetite, and I feel constipated. Sorry, too much information, but it’s the truth.

These past 4 days have been the most interesting and trying days I’ve had so far. The list of the things that I’ve experienced in that short amount of time could prove to be discouraging and defeating for most. I was on the brink of that, but have decided to channel the frustrations and the discouragement into energy focused on finding a new job, and my return home to Toronto. I’m still continuing to pray for that part of my life. However, the things that have transpired the past few days and for the past few months have really made me think about the possibility that the Lord is closing doors for me here in the US and redirecting me into moving back to Canada. I welcome this with open arms, as I have been desiring to move back anyway. But it’s all in God’s proper time. I will wait patiently, and continue to pray for it.