Indifference. I may have to try that. From now on, I will say no more. I will go on about my business and do what I need to do.

Wish I had a beautiful British boy to make me smile. Sigh.

It’s pouring outside. I have to say, I’m not a fan of the rain. I prefer the snow than rain. Snow is less wet. Argh, it’s a little past midnight right now. I have to get up in 6 hours. I’m really beginning to grow weary of working in downtown LA. I like my job and love the people that I work with. Sadly, it’s not enough to keep me from wanting to find something closer to home. The commute to and from work is what kills me, every, single day. I wish it wasn’t that far. I will be getting an assistant today. Which means I’m gonna have to spend time training. I’m really not looking forward to it. But I suppose, if I can train this new person well enough, I can eventually leave, which I plan to do so in the not-so-distant future, Lord-willing, either to a job that’s closer to home or moving back to Canada.

In other matters, I’ve decided to end my infatuation with a certain someone. The chances of him reciprocating my feelings are slim to none. I know I’m being silly. I just don’t want to expect or to hope anymore regarding this particular individual. I seriously need to pray regarding finding a husband. I really haven’t been. Perhaps, I really should buckle down and just do it, to pray, I mean. Time to get serious with God about this.

OK, my eyes are starting to droop. That means, sleep beckons. Man, it’s still pouring out there. Let’s hope it clears in the a.m, Good night.

I was told by one of my co-workers that I’m “classy” because I listen to jazz music. I find that really amusing. The reason she said this was because I always have Pandora on at work, and most of the music that come on my playlist is instrumental jazz while everyone else’s playlists include whatever is hot on the charts right now. Made me realize that I do have interests that aren’t really mainstream. I listen to a lot of jazz, both vocal and instrumental, and in its various forms. I also love a cappella music. I watch a lot of shows on PBS, The History Channel, Travel Channel, and SyFy Network, to name a few. I recite fantasy/sci-fi movie dialogue, almost verbatim, and I find Simon Pegg far more attractive than, say, Brad Pitt or George Clooney. I’m also full-blown Anglophile. I’m sure that there are others who are like me, however, like I’ve said, it is not mainstream,  not “the norm.”  Going back to what my co-worker said, it just struck me funny that she thinks listening to jazz music makes a person “classy”. Well, maybe, I am.

Windy Sunday.

It crazy how the wind was howling earlier this afternoon during church. Other than that, wonderful day in So Cal today.



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Great expectations.

I expect way too much, that I end up being disappointed. I don’t know why that is. And when I get disappointed, I take it really hard. I need to learn to just let the chips fall where they may. Today was a good example of me expecting too much. Actually, I take it back. I expected something to happen. However, I didn’t expect too much so I ended up not being too disappointed. I did hope for something, but I sort of knew it wasn’t going to happen, and I was somewhat ready for it.

I know I’m being vague about this. But, I’ll just leave it at that. Interpret it however you wish to. Good night.

TGIF!

Thank God, it's Friday! Yesterday was a good day. REALLY good. I'm hoping and praying that today will even be better. ;)

Wishing I could be at Ronnie Scotts in London this weekend, however. Sigh.

Anyway, have a good Friday, friends! :)

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