Ugh.

Isn't it just the best thing ever to be awaken at 1:56 a.m. by your allergies?!.....NOT. Blgh.


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Today's lunch.

Today's lunch. WIRED. I'm single-handedly keeping Starbucks in business.


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Not gonna sweat it.

I'm done with this situation I'm currently in. I know that the Lord has someone very special for me. Someone who loves Him as much as I do (if not more, which is even better). Someone who has a heart to serve the one and only true God, and someone who knows what he wants in life and isn't into playing games. Need to focus more on what matters most.


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Here we go again...

It seems like, when it comes to matters of the heart, I always end up getting my heart broken. The times that I've really liked someone, I either get rejected, slighted or someone else swoops in and takes him. I can't really say they were stolen from me, since they were never mine to begin with. But, you confide in someone you thought was a really good friend, who even encourages you to go for it, but that said "friend" ends up going for the guy you like and uses you to get him. That's messed up, right? So, I end up alone.

There were also times when I was the one who would express my feelings to the object of my affection, first. I've done it a couple of times, and both times, I was rejected.

I do like someone at the moment, yet he doesn't have a clue that I do. I want to let him know how I feel, however, because of my previous experiences, I'm very afraid to say anything. I don't know if he likes me, or has even thought of me that way. I don't want to say anything for fear of rejection, yet again.

I'm turning 37 in a matter of days. I'm not ready for marriage yet, but I would like to build a relationship with someone. I know God has someone in store for me. And I pray that I meet him soon. Or have I already? It's all in His time. He makes all things beautiful in His time. :)


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When your day's totally made.

So, my friend and fellow Pella posse member, Sherry, COMPLETELY made my day yesterday when she told me that the Rockapella boys, said hi to me, and that Jeffrey, my fave Pella, wished that I was there in Napa last weekend. Sigh. I was having a hard weekend, and what she told me more than made up for the lousy weekend I had. Thanks, Sher!

I wonder how Sher and JT’s conversation went though. I imagine Sher said, “Aura says hello.” and JT responded with “Where is she? Why isn’t she here? I wish she was here.” LOL OK, OK, maybe not. But I love that I’ve been getting JT love lately, and that he’s actually aware that I’m not around when he thinks I’m supposed to be. It makes up for not being able to go to their shows (I’ve missed the last 2 they had here in California). I’m hoping they’d add more shows in So Cal as the year progresses. I <3 the 'Pella.

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